Ok so I'm stressed out and confused, and the best way I know to deal with this is to vent, so be prepared for this to be a bit of a confused, rambling post.
So what is causing me to feel like this you may ask? I have to make a decision, I hate decisions. I am one of those terrible indecisive people who always says "I don't mind, whatever you prefer", when asked just about anything. And this decision is a biggie. Now is the time of year when I have to figure out what I'm going to do after my current work contract ends in the summer - look here for the full story of my current situation. I know I'm going to continue teaching English somewhere in Asia, but that precise where, and the actual job, have yet to be decided. It's basically a question of am I staying or going.